The most beautiful secret remains, and no one else is secrets

I became really mature.. and I am a very child, after the separation, all the encounters grew up.. and now I gave up chance for the first time, I moved away from a woman who used to give me the moon every evening, after her absence, nothing settled in me, but her presence was safer, my stability was disturbed In the presence and absence, I gathered my strength, and decided to leave as if it was a “medicine” and I am the patient who completed his treatment, it was a travel trip, and it was time to return to the homeland, was it temporary safety?