Solitude puzzle

I would have been able to bear the coldness of the world, and the indifference of life, but I would not be able to be a half / human after today, I would not go back to try to fill a void that would not be filled by my fullness, nor for my voice to reverberate as it was, I decided to stop all useless attempts to break My mold, and to stop my silent revolutions against exclusion, I will pacify my isolation, accept my disagreement and submit to the fates that I have always resisted without voice and power…